so sweet!

""But the prob is that hes on the other end of the world. I wrote this letter to him and he called me and started crying saying that he loves me and would always be there for me. This is the letter:

Baby I miss you so much. I cant wait for the day to come when I can be in your arms again. I cant wait for the day to come when I can fix your necklace and kiss you again. I want to hold your hand right now. I want to feel you sitting right next to me and hear your heart beat. I want to say I love you and see the smile on your face and hear you say you love me too. I want to cry but have you here to wipe away my tears and say “this is so not allowed!” I love you. You really are my angel! You came to my life like sunshine to rain, just to make it better. You make me a happier person because you are always here for me. I wanna fall in love with you again and again till I hit solid ground and you aren't there to catch me anymore. Sometimes, I wonder if what I feel is for real or I just imagine it. It feels like it could have never happened to us because it's so naive and simple yet so hard to comprehend. One moment I'm so close to you that just hugging you keeps me warm and the next moment I'm in Nepal, so far away, helpless and just praying to God to make things better. But then I read the letter and the poem, look at the dog, see the pictures, hear your voice, say I love you and that moment I know that it was all there and I felt it. I am so lucky. I love you… forever. ""

I do clam up
I just no longer know how who what when where to share my feelings thoughts
Don't even feel like opening up

WHY OH WHY

BIGGEST STRUGGLE OF OBEDIENCE.
guess its over
and the many things we want to do

Your love indeed never fails
<3<3<3

i have been feeling uneasy over i cant point it out

STOP STOP STOP STOP WANDERING
CONCENTRATE ON YOUR WORKKKKKKKKK
PHOEBE MINDY

what have i gotten myself into S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y?